Post #46 - Dealing With Others' Expectation of Your Condition

In many ways I believe that Asperger Syndrome presents rather like Biopolar Disorder in so many ways, hence why loads of Aspies, especially female ones, were misdiagnosed with the condition in the past.  Why is that?  Well, now that spring's in the air and it's getting lighter in the mornings, my being feels much more energised, which is the total polar opposite of how totally drained I feel in October/November when the nights draw in there's very little natural light available.  I often have trouble sleeping, but luckily my handy Audible app is able to read to me during the small hours, failing that, I read the letters page of the Radio Times instead, as I find that particularly soporific and the levels of pedantry are unrivaled.

I am, by nature, a fairly fiesty person and don't have any issue in defending my own position in an eloquent, yet firm manner. I am a depressive, mainly because this, combined with it's evil twin, anxiety, is technically known as a 'co-morbid' condition to my primary diagnosis of AS.  I take SSRI medication to level my moods and whatever the pros and cons of the drugs involved, they do work for me, despite making me very tired indeed and unable to consume a great deal of alcohol(!)  Those who condemn clinical intervention are welcome to do so, but I don't think that it would be fair to those around me to leave my moods unchecked.  It's an old analogy, but would you really suggest to someone with a broken back that they should begin limbo lessons next term and just 'get on with it'?  You wouldn't?  Hmm.

I called a friend out last night (oh, how I'm enjoying using this American terminology!) when she visited and started condemning a colleague's husband for taking time off of work to deal with his work-based anxiety and depression.  Did she really and truly believe that the gentleman in question's GP would sign him off at the drop of a hat?  No?  Well, let me tell you, they don't tend to.  Gawd help my friend if she needs assistance during a personal crisis of her own then! Carry on being a martyr if you wish to, but don't feel the need to judge others who choose to have children and, horror of horrors, need to take their child(ren) to school or nursery before commencing work.  Maybe we all need to go back to a time when women were given their cards on marriage?  No, well, I thought not.

Post #37 - Bitter and Twisted?

When I was growing up, my parents often used the term 'twitter and bisted', but that was years prior to the micro-blogging site's launch - maybe they were visionaries who never knew it?  Probably not.

Oh, what can I say - I'm always in a flipping mood these days and the SSRIs are probably the cause of this.  It could, however, be my natural 'arsey' personality - who can tell?  I probably drink far too much coffee in the morning - it could be an overindulgence in caffeine?    Maybe.  It could be a case of becoming vexed by lazy stupid people who fail to turn up their chair they agreed to take from my home via the recycling site Freecycle?

I won't bore you with my continuing work woes as there's no point and I'm not permitted to anyway.  I just wish that there was an easier way of working when one's an Aspie and most things seem out of reach ..... This phrase always reminds me of this classic Hall and Oates song: I Can't Go For That (No Can Do).  Yes, I do appreciate the use of parenthesis in a song title.